wala lang dee... my firstpost for comming back is for you... love you!Ü
inaantok na ako d na ako makasulat ng matino basta alam ko happy heart's day to us... miss you... lapit na tayo mag 3 months... patagal ng patagal--- thanks for keeping up with me... kahit na super taray ko you still make everything happen. *muah*... this song's for you...Ü
Boyfriend part II - Crystal Kaywala lang... yieeee. hope you like what i gave you. cute ng ninoy-A na shirt no? hmmm. ala lang bagay sayo ang cute...Ü
love you chekwa. kahit chekwa ka kahit na imba support ka sa dota ok lang... love padin kita....Ü
hay. wala sa mood mag sulat. hug hug..............................................love you ulit....happy hearts day....:)
writtern @12:12 AM
just melancholic---
i just found who she is... i mean y****. i was so disheartened. yun pala yung gamit nia na name sa dota. i don't want to see that name again. siguro selos? hello i wouldn't even think of using my BFF's name in dota?com'on kuya! kamusta ka naman? *sigh* i was sooooooo sad that time d na ako nakatulog. i tried to do the M-E-T-H. good thing i finished yesterday. (just passed to ony a little while ago)
well i can't blame him. even i loved my BFF soooo much up to the point i lost weight, made my hair straight, put on a good dress and even make up just for him... its just that we're both shy to admit what we really feel. now he's with some one else---i was full of regrets. why? i was the one who chose to not let go of our friendship. i sacrificed my feelings for him so that our closeness and being together won't change. i was afraid. if i told him them everything would end. i kept my feelings for him for 3 long years. siguro nga lang kay seiji kahit na sabihin mo pang 1 year lang yung kanya (i think) i feel d niya pa kayang bitwan feelings nia for her. it's sooooooo hard.
i was thinking "ano laban ko sa kanya gelo?..." i soooooo wanted to talk to my best friend again... i know kasi ganun na din pinagdaanan ng mga past gf's nia.---all jelous of me dahil nasa phone niya pic ko, i had a special name and sooooooo on. like this one time we swapped phones... "tart" was kish's name in there next to that was "tinapay" which is me. what the? i was quite shocked...
i laughed at their place and say "tssss! selos sila sakin? ganda ko kasi gelo eh idol mo ako. wala naman sila dapat ikaselos dahil we're best friends".... now like kish and the others it feels like this---"TOTAL PISS. like what the F? who is she ba?"... i started to understand bit by bit--- loosing to a person who had him a long time ago. who made his heart beat once and never forgot until now. who always had him even when he's already yours. i'm so disheartened yesterday when i was sooooooo angry when i saw her i want to cry and give up. oh gelo. look at this mess... :(
stupid heart---why do i need to fall for him? why jump of a cliff when you're already at the edge seeing the blue skies? maybe the view comming from below is much more sweeter. maybe the view below has so many hidden things that fills your heart with simple joys... and when everything falls down, maybe looking up and wishing you were there is a glimpse of hope...
***
sleep: 4 hours.
sleep yesterday: 3 hours.
now: i look like crap... hai wala naman pasok bukas sagadin na nga pagka haggard.Ü
writtern @5:16 PM
just melancholic---
i just found who she is... i mean y****. i was so disheartened. yun pala yung gamit nia na name sa dota. i don't want to see that name again. siguro selos? hello i wouldn't even think of using my BFF's name in dota?com'on kuya! kamusta ka naman? *sigh* i was sooooooo sad that time d na ako nakatulog. i tried to do the M-E-T-H. good thing i finished yesterday. (just passed to ony a little while ago)
well i can't blame him. even i loved my BFF soooo much up to the point i lost weight, made my hair straight, put on a good dress and even make up just for him... its just that we're both shy to admit what we really feel. now he's with some one else---i was full of regrets. why? i was the one who chose to not let go of our friendship. i sacrificed my feelings for him so that our closeness and being together won't change. i was afraid. if i told him them everything would end. i kept my feelings for him for 3 long years. siguro nga lang kay seiji kahit na sabihin mo pang 1 year lang yung kanya (i think) i feel d niya pa kayang bitwan feelings nia for her. it's sooooooo hard.
i was thinking "ano laban ko sa kanya gelo?..." i soooooo wanted to talk to my best friend again... i know kasi ganun na din pinagdaanan ng mga past gf's nia.---all jelous of me dahil nasa phone niya pic ko, i had a special name and sooooooo on. like this one time we swapped phones... "tart" was kish's name in there next to that was "tinapay" which is me. what the? i was quite shocked...
i laughed at their place and say "tssss! selos sila sakin? ganda ko kasi gelo eh idol mo ako. wala naman sila dapat ikaselos dahil we're best friends".... now like kish and the others it feels like this---"TOTAL PISS. like what the F? who is she ba?"... i started to understand bit by bit--- loosing to a person who had him a long time ago. who made his heart beat once and never forgot until now. who always had him even when he's already yours. i'm so disheartened yesterday when i was sooooooo angry when i saw her i want to cry and give up. oh gelo. look at this mess... :(
stupid heart---why do i need to fall for him? why jump of a cliff when you're already at the edge seeing the blue skies? maybe the view comming from below is much more sweeter. maybe the view below has so many hidden things that fills your heart with simple joys... and when everything falls down, maybe looking up and wishing you were there is a glimpse of hope...
***
sleep: 4 hours.
sleep yesterday: 3 hours.
now: i look like crap... hai wala naman pasok bukas sagadin na nga pagka haggard.Ü
writtern @5:15 PM
hmm... pano kaya to? i would like to apologize to ichan and the rest of you guys for not making it kasi na ground ako and yung next yung i need to go out to buy my things for school... sowee...Ü
>chpaz pala si rap. wow. Ü
>hi chi!*me death note na po ako.Ü*
>hi ichan! *sigh d ka na nga pala sun?T_T*
>addi! buhay ka pa men? *tumpon ka ng kakornihan kahit kelan*,
>cis.... eow. *katawa mga jokes ah????ouch yung sa pagigings selfish..:(*
>jessie.... *multiply ka na diba? san ka nakakuha ng skins? hahahahahaha. old lady na ako.... spinster? awtz.*
anyhoo.... i'll give you guys a highlight on what the hell is happening:
* i'm in the 3rd level.... i'm OFFICIALLY IN THE I.N. (Institute of NURSING... i.e. dati nag fefeeling nursing student at dahil sa kasamaang palad na pumasa ako ng battery exam, nakapasa ako as an official nursing student... asar. dusa ako ngayon.T_T)
* since i'm in the i.n. kinukulit na ako to join the RYCC (red cross youth colegiate council), dicipline com, tamvols... awtz. ang dami. tinatamad ako. pwede ba mag join sa i.n.dota-all stars council? *pisti day! gi tuksik ako!*
* DUSA LAHAT NG LESSONS KO. PURO COITUS. (yes! and i'm proud to say HINDI NA AKO AILIEN SA SE*.... yey!) long story. basta i was screaming and covering my ears during sexuality kasi PATI POSITIONS???? NO WAY!!! hindi ako sanay makarinig ng ganun!!!! (sa stc.... inosente pa utak ko) since nabinyagan na ako ng "knowledge".... it sucks... I HAVE TO TEACH IT PA SA H.E. namin. argh.T_T kamusta naman yun? i learned a lot sa gays--men lesbians--girls... buti nalang ako... ano. sex ko ganito -- (unkown. joke.) tapos inaasar pa ako na AILIEN. NAMAN! madami daw akong hindi alam puro nalang flyff at dota. anu ba yun. nag nursing pa ako. naman. hahahahahahahahaha. at pinagkakalat ko na may alam ako at HINDI AKO AILIEN! KASAMA AKO SA EARTH DEFENDING FORCE AGAINST AILIENS (E.D.F.A. ahm. coucil ko to ako president .... position open for VP, SEC, TREA, PRO. sama kayo?Ü joke.)
* ayun. nagcocollect ako ng anime. iniintay ko nalang yung copy ko ng bleach. sino gusto makipag trade ng anime? please text me at 0922898556*.... trade tayo. peram dvd. wakokokoko.
* puro late ako kakalaro ng audition. d8.. i can kiss na. and do break dancing... oha? o ha? o ha?Ü
*played dota the new one. macute si raijin. sabi sa akin "magaling ka ate" yes. sipsip ever. ahahahahaha. close kami ni kuya eh di ko naman siya kilala. tas ginagang bang na ako pag nakakabili na ako ng mkb ganun.-----lalo na nalalaman nila that i'm a girl and i soooooooooooooooooooooooo totally screw thier asses sa hero kills. o ha! o ha! o ha!Ü
* aside dotA.... mas gusto ko audition. i just made a 2nd account. level 8 na siya. sino nag aaudi? pm mo ako. character ko "tinchinitz". laban tayo?.^_^.
* ano pa ba? puro dusa buhay ko. ang corney na. parang walang ngyayaring iba except for dennis. kaboom. wekz tin wenkz...
* dami may crush sa friendster ko. ahm. kiuha pa pic ko. nilagay pa sa slide? CLOSE KAMI? ampfefe.... d ko naman kilala
* tas dami din maepal. puro mukha ko nasa ft. friends nila. sarap upakan. d naman kami close....ang nakakapiss off.... yung ex ng ate ko? GO* NILAGAY AKO SA KANYANG ME UNO FRIENDS.... WHAT THE HELL.... guys are so plastik. yun. kaboom. wala na sa firndster ko. ulol siya niaaway niya achi ko.>_<
*tinatawag din ako na bot, mamaw, bakla, boi-----dahil malakas ako mag chain sa audition. ampfefe.
* ano pa ba? dami nanliligaw ulit??? muka nila... kala ko tumigil na nung 1st-2nd year. para silang langaw na maepal na ang gulo at nakakainis. mas masaya pa ko kung makakalaban ko sila pero hinde. ampf sila. wala ako masagot. ulol tin. la lang. katamad talaga..... nwei dahil loyal ako kay ******... go go go sempai Ü
*hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... this is tell me by wishung. ang lunkot pero ang mood ko maewan at masaya.... baliw na si tin. wahahahahahahahahahaha. danda kasi... Ü
*capping ko na sa 26. amp. tas duty ko KINABUKASAN? NAMAN. FEU ADDIK.
*addict na ako sa grey's anatomy, prison break (please let mo know kung may season 3 na po..... Ü) and HEROES...... astig talaga ni peter. wow! tas ang hotness ni isac. la lang... u guys should watch it!!!!
>g. anatomy 89%
>prison break 92%
>HEROES 98% (i recomend this one lalo na if your a commic fan or marvel fan. astig po talaga to.)
*ngayon... survival of the fittest nalang talaga.... gl at hf tin.
**** i miss my friends. :(
writtern @6:24 PM
i'm kind of confused right now. ok when i said that "i don't liek you anymore" he was sad. what the f??? men!!! are the MOST INSANE PEOPLE IN THIS PLANET!!! aargh!!!
i was surprised... i drew his anime picture... in his old crappy notebook na wala naman i think na kakawenta kwenta mga doodles niya... and guess what he did??? HE PHOTOSHOPED MY DRAWING.. as in KOPYANG KOPYA plus it's HIS PRIMARY PIC!!!
i really don't know what to do anymore... i don't know if i still like him...
writtern @6:03 AM
yun. oni-chan is my cookie. i looooooooooooove my cookie.^^ he's so nice and all that. hai. *falling for him* accompanied with *ONE BIG SIGH* here we go again. feeling ko infatuated lang ako. nwei like no one's reading my blog naman so i'll go ahead and write na.
nwei, my oni-chan is soooooooooooooo cute and super sweet. his name is dennis. yan. bulgaran na pilipinas. i soooooooooo like kuya dennis. but i call him dj. d pa ako ready tawagin siyang dennis kasi wala lang. ayoko lang. nwei, mega selos ako!!! sabi ni bong eto... kasi group message kami... nag selos ako.... here goes:
denz: himala, fafa denz? d ka ata ma-gm ngaun? neh? haha. Kausap mu prinsesa mu? anu? haha... may mga fresh text mates ka? ngenge?
tin: aral ng mabuti
ouch!!! sinong prinsesa yun ah? *kaboooooooooooom... tagshu tagshu!!! eeeeeerng... kabooooooooooom!!!* aray. duguan ang beauty ng lola mo!!! naiinis na ako! mega selos talaga ako to the max!!!>_< badtrip si bong ever! tapos mag babataan pa daw sila ni dj! i sooooo hate this! while i'm here stuck studying na hindi ko maintindihan pinag gagawa ko!? ampness!!!! *turns into mega mamaw mode* NAIINIS NA AKO SA MUNDO KO!!! lague nalang ganito!!! badtrip ever!!!........
i have made my decision.... i shall not fall for my cookie. so i'll stop calling him names na... mas lalo ako naatatch ever sa kanya eh. ampf.... fisher masyado ming ming ko. inis talaga ever... huhuhuhu..... lagi na nga siya yung naiisip ko kaya d ako makapag focus sa chem... parang gusto ko na uli mag globe pra makalimutan siya...
naiinis ako lahat na lang ng mga taon gusto ko pag naramdaman ko na nagseselos ako or nasasaktan ako mega layo agad ako....
para akong porcupine desu... dahil alam ko na masasaktan ako.... sige taas lang ng spikes ang lola mo.....
i hate falling for someone.... d ako makapag aral...... mega globe na ako sa pasukan.... asar...
hehehehe.... magaaral na ang dakilang reyna ng craming at bagsak ever....
*mamaw mode off....
writtern @6:28 AM
i saw a pipi and a pepe somewhere between 10-12:30. wow. ganun pala maglinis ng ganun. *shocked* i was so surprised! one cotton, one side, dispose. that was the holy principle of perineal care.
hai. hate this. ang baba ko sa chem. my ego can't take it. magaaral na ako sa finals. ang shobeng na ng grades ko. ampness. nasa passsing (awa) ata ang standing ko. hai! asar. ayun. la lang. wala na ako masay.
joke uli. nakatext ko si "taken". ouch. ouch. ouch. ouch. i still like him kahit na sila na ni "wormy" *mean tin mean!* nwei, ayun. ang lola mo selos to da max! ayun. so crushy ko parin siya. it's almost a year and 2 months? i still like him. ang lupit ng kapit ko dun toooooooooool!!! that's why i hate liking someone. tapos i still like "father---semp**" kasi he's so nice talaga mas nice pa kay "kuya" ever as in. tapos basta iba. and mas happy ako pag kasama siya. mainly because nakakaunwind ako when he's there. natawa nga ako na napagkamalan ni "kuya" na may gusto ako sa kanya because i send messages about "unrequitted love" *eeeew? tin? poetic ka lola? *SAMPAL** eh, it's not for him naman it's for "taken" talaga na trip ko lang isend. get it get it? hai. kasi ba't ko pa naalala si "taken" ow my gash by gally gulay.....
see? hindi po ikaw yun. ^_^ don't worry. hindi naman mangyayari yun.Ü nwei, ayun... i like "taken" more than "father----semp**"... but i'm scared to like "father----semp**" kasi.... ano basta... dahil narin siguro sa experience ko with behsy *past wala na ngayon as in mega wala na ampness.* and with "taken"
*one big sigh*
sana kasing addik pa ako with "taken" para lumundag grades ko sa chem neh? nwei.... hai. why is life MEGA GULO MEGA SHOBENG? HUH? ASAR EVER.. AMPNESS.... >_<
nwei... i have a new character in audi... level 2... name niya tinchinitz... pls add?^^ ayun po.
miss ko na tgis, bercks, renegades. love ko si "taken" crush/starting to like but afraid to like si "father---semp**".... wushush tine... hehehehehe.....
writtern @8:04 AM
nursing=toxic...
i found my perfect match---of classmates. grabe. weird kasi they're all funny at the same time super serious mag-aral! almost all of my classmates are compromised of
1. scholars
2. all most scholars (this is where i belong)
3. a little under probies (3 i think?)
any way. ok. i hate summer.... errr... aside from going to bicol to meet my stalkers (eew? amp sila they kept getting my number ah? sun ako! d tayo talo mga 'tol!) i have my summer classes...
super toxic ang summer ko i ALWAYS HAVE TESTS EVERY DAY + ASSIGNMENTS. kamusta naman ang beauty ng lola mo? ayun. me tigyawat sa forehead (1st time. ANG SKIT PARANG PASANG MALIIT.) , eye bags, frizzy hair. in short, HAGGARD ANG LOLA MO. kamusta naman pilipinas! 1st time ko mafeel MAGING BRUHA---mangkukulam na baliw.
so instead of being bitter (ok. na try ko din mag biter bitteran ok? pero d tumalab sa mga lola mo... *mga C.I./clinical instructors/profs) i was laughing everyday inside the room mainly because of these things
1. junnel and grace.. na hindi nagpapansinan sa fx at mga escapades at ngarag na muka nila pag pumapasok sa school
2. pag g.c. si arvin
3. si brandon. wala lang. gusto ko lang siyang patayin sa dota at talunin sa audition
4. pag nakakabasag kami ng mga testube sa lab
etc.... dami pa nyan. pero so far eto mga the best things that makes my day... hehehehehe!
anyway. nagbabalik loob na ako sa audition. yes. i do sync-8. or 8 directions palang. ang saya! challenging siya. hai grabe....
nothing's going inside my head anymore. dinurog na siya ng chem24 at ncm. asar. hai...
so i've been talking to some one. stupid me pinagkatiwalaan ko siya. hai. ok. whatever tin.. i like him...NOT. d ko na siya like. i mean he's cute *ealk. i can't believe i sad that?*, he's uhm.... like raffy na masaya kasama only this one is WORSE... as in every time i look at him we both laugh? grabe! tapos ang dami naming pinagtatawanan at pinagkwekwentohan. pero hai. ewan ko ba. ok. i'm sooooooooo telling my self not to like him and true enough dahil sa pagkatoxic ng lola mo nakakalimutan ko na siya *clap clap* ok. and i need to talk to gelo about him. asar. d ko siya macontact sa sun. Y_Y *how sad* nwei pag nalabas ko naman ke gelo yun 100% sure i'll feel better.... he's like my onii-san talaga lagi ako inaalagaan... ^_^
so he's studying in la salle. great. another green guy? asar. hehehehehe. kakawindang. anyhoo, as i've said.... gelo gelo gelo---boi! we need to talk.^_^
i'll try to keep my blog alive. sana----
*lech*ng nursing yan.... TOXIC NA AKO..."
for him: kung hindi man tayo hanggang dulo, wag mong kalimutan nandito lang ako laging umaalalay hindi ako lalayo.
writtern @8:46 AM
